Will you hate me if I make it?

    Hm... seems like no matter where I look at, all I see is Justin Bieber. Can someone explain to me what the eff is up with that? Can't I just go on YouTube and listen to my favorite songs without seeing that name? Obviously, I can't. It just shows what kind of idiots people are. When I see comments like 'God take Justin Bieber, Bieber this, Bieber that' it makes me sick. Are we that miserable not to be able to accept that someone is actually successful? 15 years old boy manages to be number one in WORLD and that's the reason to hate him? Because he looks good, he actually sings well eventho a lot of people laugh at his voice, boy has got a style and he makes more money than you will ever make in your whole life. And he is gay just because he has millions of girls screaming his name? Oh, yeah, he is better than me so I am going to throw shitty comments about him and wish he was dead. Wow, I am so proud of myself for doing that. Damn people, put your finger on your forehead and think about YOUR life. Why so envious? Who the hell are you to judge anyone?!
  You can LIKE or DISLIKE someone, but why HATE?? Aren't we all human beings, one kind. Shouldn't we help each others and live in peace? Yeah, yeah, it looks like a fairytale even to me. Let's just kill each others and put down as many people as we can. That will feed our lame souls.
  For real, stop throwing hate on people who actually do something with their lives, and start living your own. Instead of supporting young people to be even better, we are putting them down and saying really retarded stuff about them. What the eff is that for? It's not even logical, nor natural. I really don't understand it. But, oh well, I don't understand like 90% of people nowadays. My point is that the hardest thing for a person is to accept other person's success. So, very, sad.

The Greatest Story Ever Sold ( you should really watch it)

Believe in yourself.

     Well... some people agreed with me after reading my blog... some people didn't. I am not here to judge anyone, everyone has their opinion and beliefs, but it's annoying when I am trying to make them explain what they believe in, they just say ' I don't want to talk about it'. Well..wait.. if you don't agree with me, I want to hear your side of story because, maybe I am wrong, maybe I learn something from you.

     I noticed that people can't keep up with me, because, they believe in words and I believe in proofs and science. This girl tells me one story, that she believes in GOD, and then, after some time she says that some people live hard, and some live good... I ask her 'Tell me why does that happen, if you are a believer, and you believe in that God? If she loves hers children equally, why are some kids born and live on the street, and other kids have everything they dream about?' She says 'I don't know.' Well, if you believe in something, you MUST know. It makes me sad knowing that people believe in something just because they are blinded... It sounds good to their ears, so they make slaves of themselves. They also believe in religion just because it's how our society functions and they don't want to be separated. So they believe, but they don't know what they believe in. How logic is that? Oo

    Even though I am rational, I must admit that there is actually something that scientists can't explain yet. I call it 'energy'. I think that every being has that energy inside known as 'soul'. My theory is that, if you believe in you, in that energy you wear inside of you, you are able to reach any goal. That is my faith. Believe in yourself. You are the only person in the world who can help you. If you give up on yourself, and you expect that some person who lives on the cloud since forever helps you, you are destroying your life, and yourself. Because, there is no one in the sky, there is no God. It's us people. And we live on Earth. But... there is always that one 'but'. I think that there is actually some power that people, nor any other being can control. The universe, life, time... it has to be here for some reason. Because, remember, everything happens for a reason. I have that ability to feel infra sound. And it's really scary. You see nothing, you hear nothing, but you still feel something in your presence. That's what happens to me. I think that, in far past, some people could feel it too, but they couldn't explain it, so they started making up stories about God, about saints, about ghosts. For me, it's that energy that I can't explain, but I would love to. I don't want to make theories and make people believe in something that I am not sure about.

    Also, I believe that Jesus as a person existed long time ago. That he was one of the intelligent people in that time, and that he was enlighting people with knowledge telling them useful stories so they can get the point of life, healing their diseases, helping them one way or another. But, uneducated people were so thankful to him, that they made him their God. And that's how it started. People started writing stories about Jesus adding some supernatural things so their stories become more convincing. They started rising him to the stars and so on. But it's known that smart people, especially in the past, were always ending their lives tragically. Some people didn't like the fact that there is a rational and intelligent person walking on the earth, so they made him die in pain. People couldn't accept the fact that there is no Jesus anymore, their healer, teacher.. so they revived him through the stories... And that's how we got the other part of Bible.

You keep believing, I'll keep evolving.

      I was considering to start blogging for quite long time now, but somehow I was always putting it aside. But... as the time was passing by, I was becoming more mature, and started seeing the world I am living in from another angle. And, honestly, I don't like what I see. Just thinking about people's behavior, their attitude and shallowness makes me sick. Also, I realized, that, as many people I meet, the more they disgust me. I am not being rude here, just realistic, and I am not talking about ALL the people, but about most of them. That's why I deeply respect all the intelligent people I got to know and people who have healthy reasoning about things. My coach for example. He is atheist, like me, and he believes in science, also like me. So, we have plenty of subjects to discuss about. Of course, there are conflicts and it's normal that our opinions are not always the same, but through our conversations I can learn a lot. I wish there were more people who were thinking in the way he does, because, if there were, world would be organized in much better way.
    Lately, I have been discussing the general idea of R-E-L-I-G-I-O-N with people. That theme is so worn out, but I just can't help but react when I hear people talking about it and looking like bloody idiots. As you know, Christmas has passed, and everyone is still euphoric about Holidays, so all I hear is 'God this, God that'. Wait, who? God? Oh, that little old guy who's sitting on the cloud controlling every single organism on this planet and saying 'Do not do this or else you will burn in hell for the end of the time.' Yeeah, now I remember. He is the one who made two human beings out of nothing, and later, those two human beings made whole human population, yellow, white and black race. Did I say HE? From now on, instead of word God I will be putting SHE.
   Personally, I think that religion is a huge bulls**t. For me, that is just a very well organized business, which has a goal to manipulate people and wash out their brains, while our presidents and other 'important' people mess around however they want. People are just too busy trying to be perfect and sinless their whole life (so they can be in heaven later, duhh) and in fact they don't see what is actually going on around them. Even tho there are some things they don't like, or they wouldn't do, it's GOD'S will, and that is how it must be!
  Other than that, I really respect Bible as writing, I read it, and I found some really useful sayings in it. But, for me, Bible is just a book, like every other book in the library. I don't see anything saint about it. Here is my story: Long time ago, someone decided to write a handbook for people, how to behave in a proper way and not to endanger other people. They wrote it to look like a fairy tale, so even the people with the lowest intelligent level can understand it. For all the good actions people get reward (heaven) and for all bad actions they get punishment (hell), of course after their life. So, when people's brain started to develop, they started to think about the things which is hard to explain. When they asked themselves 'what is happening when they die' question, they took Bible, read it, and found their brilliant answer! We are going to Heaven!! That's how Bible became such a serious thing, and by the time, it became a saint book and Jesus became their savior. And I don't blame regular people for that. Maybe it's an easier way for them to fight against the fear of death. But I blame people who kept pushing that thing through the centuries and basically forcing people to look at the world with eyes of religion, with no possibility for them to live their life in the way they want to live it and to do things how ever they want. But, they just knew that it's the only way to control and the mass...